Random #7

Being upside down, especially when you are alone are most difficult part. Including to gain the spirit, to be enthusiasm in what you are doing, strive for upcoming challenges, and even being grateful or courageous for what Allah gave to you when you are really down. Those make you cry, scream silently in your heart, being isolated and powerless.

And at that moment, you are waiting for someone. Someone who inspired you, make you to be provocative, and make you smile in crying. Someone who lend his/her shoulder, touch your chin and tilt your head, wipe your tears. Someone who rub your back, said "everything going to be okay" and give a hug.

And at that moment too, you will know that your soul is actually empty.

"ask Allah for what you need to get through it."  -Nouman Ali Khan

Yes, I am the one who currently have unstable emotions. And unfortunately, it's not about hormone anymore.