We Meet

Last, last, last week. (err, I'm actually don't remember when I think about these)

At peaceful and blessing Monday morning, I woke up early to finish my assignment. While I was doing my assignment (full of calculation, and I hate that), suddenly my thought was flying, through the sky, remembering about my English teacher tuition when I was at primary school ago. Seriously, I don't think about him since I ended my tuition there, since I only have the tuition just for while.Then I remembered about my friends that I meet there. I didn't remember any name of my friends that I have meet, even also with their face. What the short term memory (=.=").

Let us think.

There are lot of memory that we had since we was born, until now. And too many people that we have been meet. From we was born, then we know to talk, walk, run, think, and arrange and plan the life. Even we only meet him, her, and them just for the while, but for sure they have own memories for ourselves.

If you ask me, how many people that I have meet that I remember, of course, I can't list all of them. Too many. Even, I can't remember some of my primary school friends'. That are not include the friend that I meet in "ngaji", "jiran sekampung". Huk3.

Dear people that I have meet, wherever you are, I hope you are shower with His love. I feel grateful, and thank to Allah, for people that He sent inspired me, make me feel motivated in life, guide me to not go astray from His Deen.

*Offtopic: Tension with test. Bila semua ini akan berkahir? T_T

Terpaku.

Anda ada seorang kawan, bangsa cina. Anda masuk kelas lewat, jadi dia tolong jagakan satu tempat untuk anda. Bila sampai kelas, dia terus pelawa duduk sebelah. Tapi masalahnya, sebelah tempat kosong tu seorang lelaki. Kerusi dah la jenis bersambung, rapat. Lelaki tu pula antara yang selalu anda pernah tegur dalam kelas, tapi tak tahu nama pun.

Apa nak buat? ajak kawan bangsa cina tu pindah tempat lain? Nanti dia fikir pelik, kenapa nak pindah? Nak duduk tempat lain, tinggal kawan sorang-sorang kat situ? Nanti dia terasa. Duduk buat tak tahu? Orang kat depan dah pandang pelik, tudung labuh duduk sebelah lelaki, padahal banyak tempat kosong.

Bisu seribu bahasa sepanjang kelas.
Serius, slack, sengal.

Stress.



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Kelajuan

Post yang pertama untuk bulan November.

Sungguh, manusia diciptakan bersifat suka mengeluh.(19)
Apabila ditimpa kesusahan dia berkeluh kesah. (20)
Dan apabila mendapat kebaikan (harta) dia menjadi kikir. (21)
Kecuali orang yang melaksanakan solat. (22)
Mereka yang tetap setia menjaga solatnya. (23)

(al-Ma'arij :19-23)

Muhasabah diri. Sejak akhir-akhir ni "laju" semacam je bila solat. Memang tak dinafikan, minggu ni memang sangat padat, dengan banyak "benda bertaip" yang nak kena siapkan. Report la, assignment la, slide show la, proposal final year project la, test la, quiz la, bla bla.. Semua nak letak dalam satu masa. Mata sampai dah berpusing-pusing sebab mengadap laptop dari pagi sampai malam. 

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Okay, itu lah yang aku rasa. Penat. Rasa macam nak cuti panjang, untuk siapkan semua. Jadi bila waktu solat, waktu solat jadi sekejap, dipercepatkan. Kononya tak sempat, banyak hal nak kena selesaikan. Padahal kalau kita zikir sikit-sikit lepas solat, bukan makan masa pun. Sedikit sangat.

Allah bagi kita 24 jam, tak kan nak pinjamkan masa selama 15 minit untuk khusyuk dalam solat pun tak boleh kita bagi? @_@

Tapi syukur sangat, sebab ada roomate, ajak solat jemaah tiap-tiap hari. Kalau tak jemaah solat maghrib, buat waktu isya'. Jadi 'kadar kelajuan' solat boleh dikurangkan dengan jayanya. Kalau tak, habis~

Sungguh, bila aku baca terjemahan ayat al-quran surah al-Maa'rij, aku jadi terkedu. Allah dah cakap, tapi kita yang tak ambil pengajaran. Terang-terang Allah dah berfirman.

Jadi, masuk bulan baru, membuat perubahan baru. Orang cakap dalam bahasa canggih, "paradigma"  . Semoga Allah redha.

Jadi manusia produktif, hamba yang produktif. High class! :)

Selamat datang November, selamat tinggal oktober.

Dengan tulus,
Langit Biru.