Random #4

As my final exam was already finished, may be I can conclude that my bachelor study also was getting to the end.  Just for the final part, which make some messy in my mind. The presentation of my final year project, or as known as viva (and until now I don't know why people keep calling like that, and what it's actually  stand for. -_-") will be held on 1st July. Then only I can call it finish.

Mak already asking "what is your next plan?" Yes, I'm very interested in continue my study, but I need to settle up some of important things, including my contract with jpa and registration of master. In consideration,   I'm still thinking which university should I choose. Dilemma mood.  -_-

Ya, it is quite challenging when you see your friends are start busying with job application, registering some of job vacancy, get call from other company for job interview and you are the only one "tergedek-gedek" need to make a proposal, for master registration (since I was planned to take master in "research" mode). I don't know, I just get interested in doing research, and this is why I am choosing this path.

When I finished my study, the first thing that came out from my heart is an awkward feel. Like changing to a new phase. I need to sort up everything, so that I can see which one I need to do first, finish first. So make some plans helps me from wasting my time from keep thinking and being complicated. Other important things, you will realised that time goes faster, every second was very precious, and you need get through in your life by your own. Not everything are good when you're finished your study, (unless you doesn't need to study anymore) but it is actually the first step in surviving in your life.

Sometimes we need to get out from the comfort zone, and challenge ourselves, then only we can achieve success. 

And I just thinking, now is the time :)
May Allah bless.

Done
Langit Biru.

Why photography?

“A photograph never grows old. You and I change, people change all through the months and years, but a photograph always remains the same. How nice to look at a photograph of mother or father taken many years ago. You see them as you remember them. But as people live on, they change completely. That is why I think a photograph can be kind.”

( Albert Einstein )

A new way of 22th

I just think that my 22th birthday is the most awesome, but I guess a little bit of dissapointed. Sometimes, we expect too many things, but it's returned with another way. Entah, aku rasa aku cuma mengharapkan suatu perkara yang mudah, tapi secara praktikal mungkin sukar. 

Dan aku juga tak menjangkakan perkara yang mustahil, but at last the impossible things are actually happened. Mungkin salah satu cara untuk menunjukkan kekuasaanNya. Aku merenunung dengan dalam, kerana tahun yang ke 22, aku rasa jalan kali ini adalah cara yang berbeza. 

Terima kasih atas doa dan ucapan. Ada yang membuatkan aku tersenyum, tidak kurang yang buat aku rasa sebak keharuan. I doesn't expect some of the people wish on birthday, since I hide my birthday. (Ya, ya, ya, at last the impossible things are happened.) Ikhlas aku kata, aku terharu untuk pihak yang aku rasa mungkin dia lupa, tapi dia juga tersenarai dalam menitipkan aku doa-doa. Moga doa yang baik itu kembali kepada kamu. :)

Osem, bukan kerana sambutan. Tapi melihat senyuman orang tersayang di sekeliling. Aku rasa hidup adalah satu anugerah dengan melihat mereka senyum. Sebenarnya Allah sendiri telah meberikan kita suatu kehidupan yang terbaik jika merenung dengan dalam. Apatah lagi, bila kita bersyukur, aku rasa "kehidupan bermakna" tu lebih terasa mendalam.

Kekecewaan itu mucul, mungkin kerana terlalu berharap kepada perkara yang tidak pasti. Atau sebenarnya kita memang tahu memang takkan terjadi. Ah, redha! Itu jawapan terbaik.

Setiap hari merupakan satu memoir baru, pengajaran baru, dan pengalaman baru. 

Syukur atas nafas untuk tahun ke 22,

Masih berpijak di bumi hakiki, 

Hidayah terus menapak di jiwa,

Moga Tuhan sentiasa memberkati.

A new page of 22th years. 

An advice from abah

Tadi dalam kereta, abah cakap:
"orang yg cerdik ni, orang yang bodoh sahaja boleh bagi orang cerdik ni sedar yang dia bukan semuanya cerdik, orang yang bodoh plak, orang yang cerdik sahaja yang boleh bagi orang bodoh sedar yang dia ni bodoh sebenarnya .. "

Abah cakap belit, sampai mak, adik dengan aku ambil masa untuk pick up. Tapi somehow aku rasa deep. Deep menusuk kalbu. Kadang-kadang orang yang bodoh pun, tak belajar universiti boleh tipu orang. Boleh mempermainkan orang. Dan orang yang kena tipu pun bukan calang-calang. Berpelajaran.

I start thinking, that's why Allah created us with wisdom and stupidity in this world, so that we've learn to each others, and accept that we're not perfect, except Allah SWT the most wisdom. 

Thanks abah! From your daughter. :)